28 December 2009
27 December 2009
25 November 2009
16 November 2009
9 November 2009
5 November 2009
You were my "so-called best friend" but then you seem to do everything you can to ruin the things that make me happy. Even when you knew how I felt. Makes me wonder, are you that much of a fucking bitch, or are you that much of a jealous fucking bitch?!
3 November 2009
2 November 2009
1 November 2009
We've all changed so much, without realising it, and I'm only starting to notice that this is how things are gonna be from now on, theres no going back. We aren't ever going to be children again, and we have all definitly stopped acting like we are. We don't enjoy the simple things in life, like climbing trees or playing with marbles. We don't make the most of the world around us and we certainly don't treat our parents like we used to. We used to wish we were older, and try to be "grown up" so bad and now that we are finally getting there, its not all it cracked up to be.
I miss how things used to be.
Carefree and simple, yes please!
30 October 2009
28 October 2009
27 October 2009
21 October 2009
18 October 2009
But then, part of me wants to care.
I want to want this.
I want to not be okay with this not happening.
So maybe I do care.
Probably because lately; I dont even know what to say.
I hate getting in those moods where you just want to write so much about so many diff things & its like
28 September 2009
23 September 2009
how can life turn into death, in a matter of seconds?
how can someone who seems so perfect turn into someone so disgusting to you, just like that.
30 August 2009
26 August 2009
yet deep in sorrow,
I live for today;
But would die for tommorow.
On the outside Im laughing;
Inside I'm in tears -
Cant you just let me drift away;
And forget all my fears.
24 August 2009
23 August 2009
17 August 2009
13 August 2009
And I will sit here and be thankful, that I know I have a relationship with God, and I know when I am in my cloudy times, and everything seems dull, I know, that God is there. On the other side of the clouds waiting for me, giving me the strength to pull through. And really, thats all I need.
But atleast I have the balls to STAND UP FOR WHAT I BELEIVE IN!
He is so much bigger than that, he is the creator of all, the king of the universe, but yet people think saying their stupid shit is gunna affect him? Pfft!
10 August 2009
4 August 2009
31 July 2009
30 July 2009
28 July 2009
Tell me why everytime something so good is happening to me, and I begin to come to terms with my new blessing, I feel like its just snatched away from me, like I dont deserve it.
Tell me why guys can just say so much BULLSHIT and not mean a word of it.
Tell me why he thinks he can go from one girl to another, and still expect for me to wait around for him.
Why the fuck should I wait around for someone, who is just going to fuck me over in the end?
27 July 2009
23 July 2009
20 July 2009
16 July 2009
and we are all moving on from here,
but what gets me is how some people seem to think its algood to get involved and put their two cents in.. acting like we are bad people, when one - its not their business and two, they dont know the story.
14 July 2009
Eventually, everyone goes there own ways, yuhp - it sucks, but also its just a part of growing up and you have to learn adapt to change. You might not always change for the best, or it might seem like that, but in the end, everything ends up sorting itself out and fitting into place.
I guess sometimes, we just need to accept the change and move on.
Wow. These holidays have turned out, not even close to how I expected!
But the weirdest day of all would have to be Saturday.
It was meant to be a night when, for once, all us babes were togethz & and now,
I couldnt feel any more apart :/
5 July 2009
30 June 2009
interesting , colourful or meaningful
29 June 2009
25 June 2009
22 June 2009
15 June 2009
I think that at the end of the day , when you feel like you have nothing left , if you have Jesus in your soul and you have a strong relationship with the Lord - you can never really have nothing left .
Because you'll always have God , whether you want too or not .
' You may forget about him , but he never will forget about you . '
4 June 2009
I know I am just beggining to have a relationship with you , but already I feel such a strong love and deep connection with you . When I pray , the feelings that run through my body are out of this world.
No fear , no insecurities , no nothing - you have all my sorrows and sadness . My grief and guilt - I give to you , because you have my all .
my heart . my love and my soul x
20 May 2009
one minute, you can be on top of the world.
and in the next minute, your life can change forever.
A phone call. A text. Message. MSN.
Anything can happen.
always let the ones you love come first in your life .
and live your life to the full .
Talk about hard >.<
But abit of me is quietly confident ;0
12 May 2009
It is not very difficult to break up with someone, especially if they are hurting you all the time.
27 April 2009
I mean, girls spend hours picking out what to wear.
How to wear our hair and how to do our make-up.
We get all dolled up and spray on an excessive amout of perfum.
But for what?
By the end of the night...
Our make-up is smudged..
Hair is a mess..
The smell of alcohol and ciggarette smoke lingers around us...
We've lost our dignity.. and repsect
So why do we do it... ?
14 April 2009
It was an article on yet another case of Animal Abuse.
5 April 2009
But its easier said than done.
When you see someone walking down the street, you judge them. Even if you dont mean to, or want to, you sub-conciously do. Life is all about appearance, its only natural to judge someone on their outer shell.
In life, we all spend so long saying "dont judge me" and "dont label me" etc, but then we spend so much time judging people who don't fit our perception of "cool" or "normal". We spend our days saying we dont care what people think, but then we spend hours putting on make-up and doing our hair, shaving our legs and spraying fragances onto our bodies. Life is all about appearances, thats how you get what you want. How you make a statement and how you get attention.
I wish life wasn't so beauty controlled, but it is.
And all we can do is face the facts.
Life is about how you look.
But it doesnt mean that you should think you are only worthy if you are beautiful.
It means you have to work hard to get people to notice your own beauty.
24 March 2009
"I've gotta tap that shit"
And I set out to get to know you...
the laughs, the photos and the stuff we just cant remember.
i remember when we first met, back in year 9, we didnt know eachother, and if it wasnt for that night that you and amy came to stay, we might not of even got to know eachother! so thank god for that night :)
after that night, you prettymuch moved in here lol! we would stay up all night and then say we were gonna do something the next day, but we just ended up sleeping in until like 1pm, then we'd just end up doing nothing til nightime again haha!
we have had so many funny and great times together. and so many we cant even remember. i got you into so many dodgy things, but im sure you love me for it! [; haha.. we have gone away together, got wasted together and even had the police involved while we were together!
i just want to thank you so much for being my best friend over these years and putting up with all the bad things ive done and shared all the good times with me!
I LOVE YOU!
my babe. my bub. my baby. my poos. my frogface. my gun man. my gunz. my it. my love. my hun. my pooface. my lagz. my pwetti. my guddaz.
we've been going out for almost 3 whole years now, and i must say.. i still love you like i did when we first met [:
you share my love for Saw movies and for "going to the hutt" and we are always laughing when we are together. we have been through heaps of stuff together, like going away, birthdays, xmas and all the good times (in the jeep) [;
i hope we stay best friends for ages and remember,
I LOVE YOU!
23 March 2009
Happy Birthday Whitnall [:
Today, was a good day.
Apart from it being like, -100 degrees. seriously!
Ive been thinkin heaps about gettin my lisence.. Im pretty keen aye, buh I've got a whole month & abit til my bday so.. I gotta waiiittt! Buh I've been readin abit about the road code & shit like that..
Thinking about This Weekend.
Theres no like, hardout plan or anythin. Jus think a group of us girls are going to movie in the park - ( does even know if its on ) Hope it is like, on!
Birthday soon, kinda ;)
Pretty keen as for the big 15.
Keen to have a party/drinks.
Meant to be having a joint party with Soph buh its turnin into be a big drama with her parents :/ So not too sure about it atm.
Im sure it will be sweet as thou!
Keen fo' ...
Hmm, that special boy? ;)
Lets jus see what happens there aiiggghhtt!
16 March 2009
the way you talk to me.
the way you act.
the way you are so ignorant to how i feel.
the way you call me "your" girl or "your" baby.
the way you forgot me.
the way you tell me you have feelings for me, you say im the only girl for you, the only girl you want, the only girl.
the only girl.
WHAT A LIE.
10 March 2009
Its so bizzare, how the weather can change your mood, in an instant.
When the sun is shining, and there is warmth in the air, it brings a smile to my face and makes me feel better about my day. The bright day and chirping birds gets me on a Summery high.
But when its a grey, stormy day and the cool air sends chills down my spine. As I watch the dark clouds and the raindrops drip down my windows, I feel sad and my smile dissapears.
But then, on the cloudy days, when there is an overcast and the weather can't really decide what its doing, it can be the best kind of weather. Its not too hot or too cold, and I can go outside and lose myself in the gusting wind and watch as the leaves fall from the trees.