30 August 2009


I have no FREAKING idea what to do!


How do I find the words to tell you
I love you
but; I dont know if I can love you anymore?

26 August 2009


" Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New Days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up "


Im insanely happy;
yet deep in sorrow,
I live for today;
But would die for tommorow.
On the outside Im laughing;
Inside I'm in tears -
Cant you just let me drift away;
And forget all my fears.

24 August 2009


I've had it with real life,
Give me my fairy godmother, my prince, and my happily ever after.

23 August 2009


I need to get my priorities straight, and rearrange afew things in my life. And yes, it may be hard, harder than what I've ever been through before, But I know, in the end; I will be better off.
Thank you lord for giving me the light to see.


I always thought I'd look back on our tears and laugh, but I never thought I'd look back on our laughter and cry.

17 August 2009


" We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give "
Winston Churchill


Im not perfect,
So stop trying bring me down over my imperfections.

13 August 2009


For all I care, those people who don't "believe" can do that, and go on doing so for aslong as they like;

And I will sit here and be thankful, that I know I have a relationship with God, and I know when I am in my cloudy times, and everything seems dull, I know, that God is there. On the other side of the clouds waiting for me, giving me the strength to pull through. And really, thats all I need.


It might not be THE NORM & people might not agree .
But atleast I have the balls to


It makes me laugh, the people who are so anti-christ, and go around ranting on about "666 this" and "you're not real that", because I mean, do you seriously think that God cares about afew idiots who don't believe in him?

He is so much bigger than that, he is the creator of all, the king of the universe, but yet people think saying their stupid shit is gunna affect him? Pfft!

10 August 2009


I've decided that life is weird , and Im keen to focus on just me!

4 August 2009


Its kinda funny, how the things that seem the smallest to you, can be the biggest to others?