>.<

Life . is an amazing thing .

one minute, you can be on top of the world.
and in the next minute, your life can change forever.

A phone call. A text. Message. MSN.

Anything can happen.

thats why you must ALWAYS cherish the good things .
always let the ones you love come first in your life .
and live your life to the full .

life , atm (:

20 - 05 - 09

Life is so good atm :]

Just over a week til Bradleys party - I've been staying sober until then.
Talk about hard >.<

School is getting hard , and abit nervs about exams .
But abit of me is quietly confident ;0

- fingers crossed -

Love life?

Think Ive got . " options " ;)

Everything seems to be going prettymuch schweeet!

why.

I cannot understand.

Relationships.

For me, personally, I dont think relationships are hard.

They can be hard, but only if you make them that way.

IMO, if it's that hard - its time to end it.

It is not very difficult to break up with someone, especially if they are hurting you all the time.

Why would you stay around when you end up in tears?

Girls, its not that hard.

12/05

stop.

breathe.

think.

relax.

stop stressing. stop stressing. stop stressing. stop stressing. stop stressing. stop stressing. stop stressing.

its not the end of the world, ffs.

-- 27/04

In a way, parties are stupid.
I mean, girls spend hours picking out what to wear.
How to wear our hair and how to do our make-up.
We get all dolled up and spray on an excessive amout of perfum.
But for what?

By the end of the night...
Our make-up is smudged..
Hair is a mess..
The smell of alcohol and ciggarette smoke lingers around us...
We've lost our dignity.. and repsect

So why do we do it... ?

what is this world coming too?

I just read one of the most disgusting things I've ever heard of.
It was an article on yet another case of Animal Abuse.

It actually made me sick to my stomach.

　　　

I think people who abuse animals, in any way or form, is completely sick. It is fucked up and totally disgusting. What kind of malicious and mentally disturbed person gets "thrills" or any form of entertainment from seeing defenceless and beautiful animals hurt? Who would want to see that? Why would you set your viscious dog or your raging fists onto another being? You need therapy if you think that is explainable behaviour. I think if you have abused, killed or hurt an animal in any way possible, you should be severe punishment. Not jail, no you should get what you did to that poor creature, done back to you. If you make your two pitbull terriers onto a puppy and let the puppy get totally ripped up, you deserve to get two vicious dogs attacking you. You must have something seriously wrong with you if you could even think of such putrid actions.

　　　

Animal abusers - you are sick.

life is like a puzzle.

Life is like a puzzle.

　

we spend our whole lives, searching for our matching piece.

the piece that fits perfectly into place beside you.

the piece that makes your jigsaw complete.

　

I want to find my piece.

　

here i stand, at age fourteen.

wanting to fall inlove.

wanting to get married.

wanting to start my life, with my soulmate.

wanting to start a family.

buy my first home.

become a grand-mother.

grow old with the one I love.

look back on my life and smile.

and then die, after living a long and happy life.

　

people say.

People say, Dont judge a book by its cover.
But its easier said than done.

When you see someone walking down the street, you judge them. Even if you dont mean to, or want to, you sub-conciously do. Life is all about appearance, its only natural to judge someone on their outer shell.

In life, we all spend so long saying "dont judge me" and "dont label me" etc, but then we spend so much time judging people who don't fit our perception of "cool" or "normal". We spend our days saying we dont care what people think, but then we spend hours putting on make-up and doing our hair, shaving our legs and spraying fragances onto our bodies. Life is all about appearances, thats how you get what you want. How you make a statement and how you get attention.

I wish life wasn't so beauty controlled, but it is.
And all we can do is face the facts.

Life is about how you look.

But it doesnt mean that you should think you are only worthy if you are beautiful.
It means you have to work hard to get people to notice your own beauty.

Yournaturalbeauty.

5.04.09

life is all about pretending.

i am not perfect.

i am imperfect.

i dont wake up looking good.

i dont have the perfect body.

i probably have cellulite.

i love reading.

i think too much.

i want to fall in love.

i fall for guys easily.

i like drinking.

i cannot stand liars.

i love doing my hair and make-up.

i have dreams.

i set myself goals.

i dont like to think about negative things.

i dont like people watching me write.

i want to find someone who wants to know everything about me.

i like asking questions.

i love writing,

i am selfless.

i feel like im always fixing other peoples problems.

i want someone to be interested in me, and what i have to say.

i cry in movies, alot.

i wish my family was closer.

i believe in myself.

i think i am talented.

　　　　

Im sick of pretending.

5/04

we all have stories to tell.

we have all had good, bad and sad experiences.

some we regret, some we will never forget.

all in all, we cannot take them back.

all we must do is learn from the bad, and remeber the good.

　

-- woosah.

One Last Love

I dont think you know, just how much I love you.

We have been through too much to give up on our friendship. Ive seen you cry, you've seen me cry. We've laughed, we've smoked and we've drunk. We have had our fights and we have had our great times.

I remember the first time I laid eyes on you. I thought
"I've gotta tap that shit"
And I set out to get to know you...

I added you on bebo, and we started talking from then. I got your number, and then we startetexting. I dont know why, or how but you ended up at my house.

I remember you were giving me shit about something while I was cooking, so I decided to burn it to get you back. You still ate it, but Im sure you hated it lol!

From then on, we started hanging out more and more. Every chance you could, you would come over and we would hangout and you started staying the night here so much! We were becoming best mates [:

By this time, last year, we were best friends and I could tell you anything. I could always go to you when I was down and you could do the same with me.

I dont really know what happened, maybs its cos you left school or maybs we just faded apart.. but slowly, it happened.

Now, we barely see eachother. I dont know if you think you are too cool or you just dont care anymore but, I hope you know how much losing you has hurt me. All then nights I've spent, crying when I think about our old times.. Texting you and waiting for your reply, that never comes.. Callling you, but no-ones home...

Everytime I see you makes me so happy, and the hardest part is seeing you walk away..

Just so you know, I will always be here for you. I will always love you.

And I promise you this.

-- 05678

MORE BABES [:

You are a BABE!

Gosh, I dont know if I rubbed

off on you, or you rubbed off on me,

but all I know is you and me are

total BABES when we are together.

The * hot * voices and the lovely

facials we do, have just grown to

be part of our everyday lives. You

are so gorgeous my darling and I know

you know it! We have actually known eachother

fo' ages as now, but we have only been tight since

College, but Im glad we became better mates..I mean

better men [; I think you are someone who

I will be mates for life with, well I hope!

KEEN AS BABY!

You are so sweet!

You are such a sweety, I never hear you

talk shit or bitch about anyone :o Apart from CERTAIN

scene kids -ahem DROPDEADKIDS- [;

You are such a good artist and I hear a very good

singer too! You are so pretty hun, and I hope you

know that. I am glad we are becoming better mates

cos I really like you and I hope you like me too!

You laugh so easily and it is always fun to be with you.

LuFf YeW HeApS [;

Your so scene [;

Haha kidding love, you are a straight

M-TOWN GANGSTER. You are such a

expert when it comes to pulling faces

and creeping me out over MSN. I miss seeing you

at school and in the weekends! You are

actually a really smart girl, and I sometimes

wonder why someone as switched on as you

makes so many silly choices, but its your life,

I aint gonna tell you how to live it! [:

I hope you stay safe and dont go forgetting

us Upper Hutt babes!

ILY BB! XO

I love you already!

I know we havent hung out much but

the times we have, I have enjoyed alot [:

You are such a crack up

and you have such cool hair!

You take the babest pictures when your drunk and

you are always up for a good time!

I hope we become even better mates and

start hanging out alot more!

LOOOVE YA!

-- 01234.

PEEPS [;

Im in full on ily with you.

We have been friends for

like, soo many years, but only in

the last couple of years have we

become lovers [; I cant and dont

want to imagine life without you,

I have gotten to the point where

if I dont see you for more than a

week, Im near death :o You make

me laugh and lard so badly and

I hope we stay close friends fo' life!

ILYSFM! XOXO

You make me LMAO.

You are fully one of the most

talented people I know.

The things you can do with your

face, and the noises you can make,

are fully out of this world.

You freakin light up my life and give

me a reason to live. I have had so

many funny times with you and

I know there will be many more

to come! I love you so much, and remember,

CC but Amber Can [;

You are such a babe!

You are so bloody beautiful,

I hope you know that. You

are such an awesome singer and

a great screw, what more could I

want? You and me arent very close atm,

but I hope over the years we grow

to be more than just booty calls, and one

day even a civil union may be on the

cards [; You are such and alky and a

stoned keeent but i still love ya!

ILLLYYYYYY XO

You are such a dork!

You say the silliest things sometimes,

and I know I can be pretty mean to

you but I know you still love me.

You are such a babe and Im only

joking when I say you have ADD!

I know we arent BFF's or anything,

but I still count you as one of my good as

mates and I think one day we will be

closer friends. We need to hangout more

fo' sho and def. do some more sleepovers.

Im sorry if I am a bitch to you, I dont try to be!

I know your just a very.. unique person [;

I LOVE YA HUN!

-- my other love.

Woody

the laughs, the photos and the stuff we just cant remember.

my life, would suck, without you (;

woah, like we were saying the other day, its almost been 3 years now . man, how time flys :o

i remember when we first met, back in year 9, we didnt know eachother, and if it wasnt for that night that you and amy came to stay, we might not of even got to know eachother! so thank god for that night :)

after that night, you prettymuch moved in here lol! we would stay up all night and then say we were gonna do something the next day, but we just ended up sleeping in until like 1pm, then we'd just end up doing nothing til nightime again haha!

we have had so many funny and great times together. and so many we cant even remember. i got you into so many dodgy things, but im sure you love me for it! [; haha.. we have gone away together, got wasted together and even had the police involved while we were together!

i can tell you anything, cos i know you wont judge me or go tell anyone and i always go to you with all my boy troubles! i hope you feel the same way about me (:

i just want to thank you so much for being my best friend over these years and putting up with all the bad things ive done and shared all the good times with me!

always remember,

I LOVE YOU!

-- for you.

Babe

my babe. my bub. my baby. my poos. my frogface. my gun man. my gunz. my it. my love. my hun. my pooface. my lagz. my pwetti. my guddaz.

What would I do without you?

we've been going out for almost 3 whole years now, and i must say.. i still love you like i did when we first met [:

you are a great friend, you always keep me busy whether its making me do your hair or asking for my advice, its always a challenge, but a good type of one.

you share my love for Saw movies and for "going to the hutt" and we are always laughing when we are together. we have been through heaps of stuff together, like going away, birthdays, xmas and all the good times (in the jeep) [;

i really love having you as a mate [:
i hope we stay best friends for ages and remember,




I LOVE YOU!

23/03

Monday 23 March O9

Happy Birthday Whitnall [:

Today, was a good day.
Apart from it being like, -100 degrees. seriously!

Ive been thinkin heaps about gettin my lisence.. Im pretty keen aye, buh I've got a whole month & abit til my bday so.. I gotta waiiittt! Buh I've been readin abit about the road code & shit like that..

Thinking about This Weekend.

Theres no like, hardout plan or anythin. Jus think a group of us girls are going to movie in the park - ( does even know if its on ) Hope it is like, on!

Birthday soon, kinda ;)

Pretty keen as for the big 15.
Keen to have a party/drinks.
Meant to be having a joint party with Soph buh its turnin into be a big drama with her parents :/ So not too sure about it atm.
Im sure it will be sweet as thou!

Keen fo' ...

Hmm, that special boy? ;)
Lets jus see what happens there aiiggghhtt!


xx

brrrrrrr --

Not too keen on the weather atm.
Its abit too freezing!

--

IHY.

the way you talk to me.
the way you act.
the way you are so ignorant to how i feel.
the way you call me "your" girl or "your" baby.
the way you forgot me.
the way you tell me you have feelings for me, you say im the only girl for you, the only girl you want, the only girl.

the only girl.


WHAT A LIE.

weather --

Its so bizzare, how the weather can change your mood, in an instant.

When the sun is shining, and there is warmth in the air, it brings a smile to my face and makes me feel better about my day. The bright day and chirping birds gets me on a Summery high.

But when its a grey, stormy day and the cool air sends chills down my spine. As I watch the dark clouds and the raindrops drip down my windows, I feel sad and my smile dissapears.

But then, on the cloudy days, when there is an overcast and the weather can't really decide what its doing, it can be the best kind of weather. Its not too hot or too cold, and I can go outside and lose myself in the gusting wind and watch as the leaves fall from the trees.

　

napier 08.

I love this photo (:
It reminds me of napier so much & all the good times I had there..

xxx